tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41177537327459435952024-03-14T16:49:59.419+08:00沒翅膀的我willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.comBlogger253125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-55683497661798346462017-01-13T08:53:00.002+08:002017-01-14T08:24:16.972+08:00夢裡, 再次去到喜歡的英國城市, 天下著微雪, 遊人如梭, 有些推著單車. 然後, 耳邊響起輕快的旋律. 我想, 這已經是上天給我人生的最後安慰了. 努力一生, 其實我沒有怎麼達到自己的目標. 追求快樂, 往往最後得到的都是失望和痛苦. 傾刻一聲鑼鼓響, 不知何處是吾鄉. 身邊的人長大的長大, 老去的老去. 容貌愈來愈陌生. 我要往哪裡去呢? 心力盡了耗費了, 你又可以怎樣呢? 年青的時候讀薛西佛斯推石上山的神話, 只是覺得它重重複複, 永恆地做同一件事情, 沒有甚麼可說, 那是因為我還年青, 不了解人生的疲厭與勞累. 到了現在, 知道了人的宿命, 有話, 卻又說不出口了.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-37437069853067293542016-09-27T20:45:00.002+08:002016-09-27T20:45:30.015+08:00她笑一笑, 想著, 終於捱過了. 那是一個暗黑的隧道, 人的頸項被提得緊緊地. 一口氣也喘不過來. 像一個黑色的大海, 將人一生的快樂, 痛苦, 追求, 成就, 夢想, 全部鯨吞了. 永恆地侵沒了. 你會有恐懼麼? 來不及懼怕的, 我告訴你. 恐懼祇是我們從隧道口外想像的心理反應而已. 如果你在這個黑海的旋渦中間, 你只會狠命地求喘一口氣. 花盡一生的氣力, 你想張開口, 然而口已經不屬於你, 當然也無所謂張開與不張開. 你明明知道窗外, 換了黑夜, 又換了白晝. 你想哭, 但是眼淚已經不屬於你, 哭聲也不屬於你. 原來告別是這樣的. 沒有遠近, 沒有長短, 沒有得失, 甚至乎沒有有或沒有的分別. 很對不起大家, 但也唯有這樣. 別無其他. <br />
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<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-2422897639576436542016-09-23T20:20:00.000+08:002016-09-27T20:46:06.369+08:00痛苦的意思, 就是漫步於過去的苦難. 一切都無可改變, 然而人卻不會放過自己, 無時無刻, 都在心田間滋養著破碎的場景.<br />
這樣子的活法, 就像一個緊握著的拳頭. 無論往後的日子怎樣, 都不會再放開來.<br />
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<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-12823899078390537362015-11-15T06:42:00.001+08:002015-11-15T06:42:35.445+08:00<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我們全部人</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">都在這日裡夜裡喧鬧</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">到了某一日</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">身體出了毛病</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">四分五裂</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">才發覺天地之間</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有種無言無語的寧靜</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">它的深遂</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">了無邊際</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">將人幾世來累積的怨憤完全吞噬</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我話好啊</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我都唔想做人了</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">你也過來吞噬我吧</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU",serif; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">但它了無聲息</span>. <o:p></o:p></div>
willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-6473345968784526132015-08-28T14:43:00.001+08:002015-08-28T14:43:52.008+08:00阿D 阿媽一世苦命, 成世人都俾厲鬼纏繞. 她為了令自己好過一點, 所以趁有能力有青春就浪遊四海. 不經意間, 這場人鬼對決, 也改變了D媽的生命軌跡.<br />
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D 媽份人相當堅韌, 有時又相當柔弱. 其他人不明白她, 便覺得D媽份人古怪, 難相處.<br />
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<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-40137920305360398492015-08-14T12:37:00.002+08:002015-08-25T10:24:39.696+08:00山頂的一天嚴格而言, 人不可能不活在現在. 你看看手錶上的時間, 那大概就是我們所謂的現在.<br />
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不過, 在過去發生的某一些事, 常會反過來覆蓋著人. 於是, 我們手錶上的現在, 對某些人來說, 或許意義不大.<br />
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那一天, 我, 她和兒子一同上太平山, 搭纜車, 從前山上有一間叫Shutters的餐廳. 我們在那裡坐下閒話家常. 孩子在餐廳的兒童角自顧玩耍. 那時太平山沒有太多的遊人, 在平日的下午, 氣氛靜謐閒適.<br />
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當天晚上, 我們回家吃飯, 她很興奮地跟媽說, 今天我們上了山頂玩啊. 我聽了, 感到有點詫異, 奇怪為甚麼她有這麼大的反應.<br />
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或者因為這次觸動, 我才記得她開心的時候樣子是怎樣的. 我想, 有時我們很努力去追求幸福, 然而對幸福存在的瞬間, 卻往往失諸交臂.<br />
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失落了的人和事, 要靠記憶來尋回, 不過它來到我手上, 已比從前苦澀得多. --- 當然, 我也很清楚, 當我年事漸長, 這些片段, 也有它煙消雲散的一日, 到時它就不能再回來纏繞我了.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-19891469331702352972015-08-13T10:29:00.000+08:002015-08-14T11:54:55.128+08:00三姐三姐過身的時候, 我還在忙著股票買賣, 為著一兩個股價的差異, 手忙腳亂地入密碼, 在三兩千蚊的賺蝕之間掙扎.<br />
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人們說臨終的人有時是可以選擇他甚麼時候走的, 我想, 那我三姐走的時間也是有心的. 她和大姐二姐關係都好好. 我收到電話那天, 是大姐打來的. 她說三姐唔得了, 無心跳了, 說時情緒是在崩潰的邊緣.<br />
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我收到電話後, 發覺同時幾隻股票的價格都在下瀉, 我想鎖定自己賺的少少錢, 所以仍要把握時間出貨才趕得去醫院.<br />
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三姐在生時可說是一個工作狂. 她走後我們整理她的故物, 全都是與工作有關的, 她偶有剪報, 但內容全都是上司與下屬關係呀, 辦公室管理方法呀之類的. 而其他文件, 就是排列整齊的開支單據, 銀行信, 甚至有公司某空缺的申請人資料等等.<br />
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我年輕的時候比較任性, 只做喜歡的事, 讀哲學, 在香港英國之間飛來飛去. 錢只搵夠自己用就算, 結果常與三姐爭執. 當時的我有時會恨得咬牙切齒, 心想莫欺少年窮呀. 待他日我有成就的話啋你都傻.<br />
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我到如今年近半百, 生活過得可以, 也沒有甚麼成就. 雖然工作的薪酬不錯, 但有閒錢都留來作了大鱷的點心. 根本沒有甚麼積蓄. 前年我居然買了房子. 付一大筆首期, 用的都是三姐留下來的錢而已.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-91723122003784173072015-04-22T10:00:00.001+08:002015-04-22T12:28:36.639+08:00哲學陽關路晚上, 去了旺角, 遊遊蕩蕩, 看見序言居然收十一點. 上去看看.<br />
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序言居然沒有冷氣, 很靜侷. 看見書架上一排排的哲學書, 一排排的時令學問. 令人想起幾十年前的青文.<br />
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哲學家做甚麼的? 乾是思考不成, 要寫學術文章, 要做Admin, 還要教書. 十幾年, 眨眼過. 沒有能耐擠身書架上的哲學家的隊伍中, 時也命也. 但還要生活, 重重複複的掙扎. <br />
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各式各樣的學問也有人做, 從遠處看, 是很精彩的. 年青的時候就是因為有感於這種學術激動, 創意的精彩, 才投身行業中.<br />
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Counter 的小伙子問相熟的客人, 晚了有空麼, 下班後想談談, 客人爽快答允. 我聽後有點羨慕. 十一二點, 巴山夜雨, 在哲學書叢間談話. 人生幾何.<br />
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年紀大, 卻尋回年輕時讀到爛的唐詩來看. 每次讀後, 如見故人. 如王維的渭城曲: 渭城朝雨浥輕塵,客舍青青柳色新。勸君更盡一杯酒,西出陽關無故人。<br />
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主人無意留難, 好歹飲一杯, 便算是一場相識. 因為既踏上陽關路, 就不會回頭了.<br />
<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-40647058877320581952014-04-22T09:25:00.000+08:002014-04-22T17:15:54.032+08:00電影. 苦難與眾生一生看的好電影無數, 有些沒有提起就輕易忘記, 另有一些想忘都忘不了.<br />
熟悉我的朋友都知道我喜歡看殘酷的電影. 我不知道這當中的所謂喜歡是否恰當的用字. Pasolini 的 Salo 我都說過好多次了. Michael Haneke 原版的 Funny Game. 都有殘酷的折磨人的場面. 看了看了, 心裡面一直期望著壞人最終當央, 可惜把電影看完都沒有發生. 結果, 這樣的世界剩下了甚麼呢? 痛苦, 折騰, 不公義, 惡人當道, 好人慘叫至死. 觀影者呆坐當場. 無力改變事實. 或者. 觀影本身就是一個折磨的過程, 你總是要反覆告訴告訴自己, 這只不過是一套電影, 不是真的, 不是真的. 戲裡面的是演員, 他們沒有真正受到痛苦. 沒有的.<br />
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你要這樣告訴自己, 因為你受不了世間會發生這樣的事實. 這一種的觀影經驗, 就好像把一個惡夢帶在身上, 你此後的人生都揮諸不去. 你活著, 看望天空, 看望大地和人群, 看望孩子, 心中一種悲痛油然而生. 殘酷的電影將人道主義的希望扭曲地帶到高峰, 觀影者活著猶如菩薩, 悲憫眾生.<br />
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但是, 你真的能夠承受這一切嗎? 水滸傳裡面頑皮的李逵把多事害苦宋江的黃文炳一塊塊肉切出來, 放在炭火上炙, 由梁山英雄輪番把酒享用, 黃文炳受盡折磨而死. 這不是文人的憑空想像, 明代的世界從來不乏這類令人震撼的現實材料. 明成祖整治方孝儒, 在他眼前屠戮十族家眷門生, 這種苦難和惡毒不是我們現代人可以想像和承受的.<br />
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說了這麼多, 回到現代. 回到香港. 心血少的不要回想寶馬山雙屍案的犯案過程. 也難了解受害人的父母憑甚麼可以寬恕犯案者. 還有在99年發生的 Hello Kitty 虐殺案. 案中的主犯未必看過De Sade 或 Salo, 但他幾乎對受害人把成套戲的痛苦位都做了一次.<br />
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像這樣的事情, 在文明安樂的澳洲也有發生, 在一個叫 Snowtown 的小鎮, 連環殺手 John Bunting 聯同黨羽, 在99至2001年, 先後把不少他認識或不認識的人折磨至死. Bunting 的行為還在2011年拍成電影 Snowtown. 該片拍得真實, 有力量. 2011年在康城大獲好評. 當中 Bunting 殘害 Troy 的一幕, 看後一生都不會忘記. <br />
<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-7977780807384859172013-05-03T09:26:00.000+08:002013-05-03T10:26:58.869+08:00民主與幼兒教育昨天去聽了一個演講, 講者是一位瑞典來的教育學者, 分享他們的幼兒教育理念, 她常常強調的字眼, 是 Didactics. 字面意義是 Pointing something to someone. 這個意思看似簡單, 但據講者的演譯, Didactics 的概念也包含了溝通, 以及從對方的角度看世界, 甚至乎 Co-Fantasising (和他一起發白日夢). 所以, Didactics 和 instructional 幾乎是南轅北徹的兩個概念.<br />
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她常說, 她們的孩子並不聽話的, 但孩子喜歡怎樣, 作甚麼抉擇, 她們都由得他的. 她們對待孩子的原則是: 要聆聽對方的想法, 鼓勵孩子表達自己, 讓孩子參與決策, 以至於和他們互相分享權力, 共同承擔責任.<br />
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她們要做的, 是和孩子一同生活, 並且尊重他們, 信任他們. 在此, 某一個活動的性質到底是學習, 遊戲, 還是做事, 這些區別, 都不再重要.<br />
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我舉手, 問她怎樣看 OECD 在全球不同國家做的學習能力測試, 因為這些測試的結果是, 很多亞洲地區的學生, 尤其是中國和香港, 都表現得很好, 反而在北歐的國家, 除了芬蘭, 其他都表現平平.<br />
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她是行家, 她的第一個反應是問, OECD 測試的是甚麼? 我說是學術能力 (academic performance), 她又說, 要看你認為甚麼是知識了(What is knowledge?). 她說, 芬蘭的學生都討厭返學, 而他們的學生都很愛學校. 接著, 她又補充一句, This is democracy; this is our culture.<br />
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我心想, 民主與幼兒教育, 看似風馬牛不相及, 其實不然. 民主並不單止是遊行, 叫口號, 投票; 民主的人文精神, 也體現在教育小孩的進路上, 特別是那種尊重, 信任, 和付託.<br />
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香港人也爭取民主, 不過我們沒有時間聆聽孩子的想法, 我們的孩子面對堆積如山的功課,密集的興趣班, 也沒有反對的空間, 或者要表達甚麼的心情了.<br />
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我豈不知, OECD 的測試, 往往長達兩三小時, 問題紙一疊疊, 厚到不得了. 亞洲地區的學生, 已經習慣了被困在書桌前面, 他們很少創意, 而且習慣了接收指令做野. -- 在將來, 這批人會構成有關地區的主要勞動力的來源, 不過要思考人類的命運, 為世界的發展提供突破的, 也不會是這一批人了.<br />
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生命的終止或延續不在乎人壽的長短. 就算一人壽終, 其身邊人受苦受難, 也會盡力在碎片中重新整合生活的意義.</div>
如是者, 人生, 世世代代的思念, 會像漣漪般散播開去.<br />
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從一站至一站<br />
你的呼吸, 你的視線, 你每刻的無言無語<br />
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無論看綠葉, 看魚游, 看蝴蝶飛<br />
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所有的過去, 現在, 與將來.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-85385903586611304872013-02-25T11:14:00.003+08:002015-01-27T13:19:27.851+08:00黃粱熟矣<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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我對我的孩子說, 對不起, 你的童年竟然都是在又一城度過. 在這裡我們一起食飯睇戲買衫買鞋, 又一城金碧煇煌, 你想看多名貴的衣飾都有, 有Page One, 有蘋果電腦, 有iPad, 不過, 這裡沒有昆蟲, 沒有小動物, 沒有樹木. 我們也永遠祇能夠隔著玻璃看天, 從來沒有感受自然的風, 當然更加不會有雨 ...<br />
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當然, 要道歉的事情太多. 我們這一代祟尚自由主義的教育方式, 孩子沒能從小學好中國文化, 沒有人強逼孩子念誦唐詩宋詞, 沒有人強逼孩子每天練習書法. 文化熏陶就好像語言一樣, 過了一段時間才學, 就永遠不會學得深入. <br />
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我小時候也沒有人逼, 但老師在六年級考完試之後, 天天在黑板上抄長恨歌兵車行贈衛八處士, 我們一面抄一面死記死念, 這些詩歌在往後的日子像DNA一樣打在心內, 從沒離開過我. 之後, 我到了中六才開始學習書法, 一筆一撇, 每天晨早六時起床在報紙上練習, 練完才去上課. 我到大學之後, 生活開始愈來愈自由, 這些紀律也就沒有了.<br />
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前陣子和不同的朋友談起 the uses of literature. 文學的價值, 我說, 乃是給予人生命意義, 這個意義具有很強的美學的面向, 文學給我們意義, 因為它給予我們美. 這種美, 不是一時一刻的落日或者花開花落, 這種美是內在於人格的 Virtue, 內在於中國傳統的承傳.<br />
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我們今日, 當然都會強逼小孩子做事, 例如考八級鋼琴, 讀迪士尼英文. 這些東西不知道有幾多可以留在他們的心中. 我們的孩子他日長大了不知道還有沒有文化關懷. -- 或者一切都不可以勉強. 教育, 文學, 氣質, 一切都是命水使然. 達爾文當不成教士, 卻走了去航海; J S Mill 沒有被他的父親獨裁的教育逼瘋, 卻寫下了千古傳誦的 On Liberty. 生命的音韻是在轉折與迴旋之處完成的. 我們不知道自己會怎樣, 亦都不知道時代要我們的孩子往哪裡去的.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-16518495218902130942012-11-08T09:52:00.002+08:002012-11-08T09:52:56.338+08:00 Our Enlightenment<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;">
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廿多年前, 和朋友到廣州中山紀念堂, 看見孫中山的墨寶. 很有感動. 年輕的我, 對著它躹一個躬.<br />
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我常在想, 今天世界思想的大潮又是甚麼? 兩百多年後, 如果人類文明仍倖存, 那時的歷史學家會怎樣描述我們呢?<br />
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知識載體的轉變, 會直接影響知識的內涵. 就好像印刷技術的普及, 間接導致文藝復興, 科學的發展, Kant, Voltaire, J.S. Mill, Adam Smith, Galileo, Martin Luther, 乃至歐陸諸國的革命, 無數的拋頭臚灑熱血, 種種的意識形態興滅. <br />
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上一代的學者, 常常花時間在資料搜集上面, 我諗大學的時候, 圖書館管理員還會向我們介紹那一格格的咭紙櫃, 裡面可以翻查甚麼書籍是甚麼書號.<br />
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諗碩士的時候, 學術論文都是靠影印留存的, 買英文書也不是十分容易的事, 結果當然是甚麼都影一大餐, 印了出來看過未看過都不捨得丟掉. 結果家中的文獻堆積如山, 如何收藏怎樣分類都是問題.<br />
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今日, 知識的載體全部都不是hardcopy了, 要看百科全書亦不需要拿起又厚又硬的Britannica. 人人手上一個tablet, smartphone, 任誰要問甚麼, 想知甚麼都不是難事. It is a big deal! 還有更重要的social networking 的發展, 人群的聚合和資訊的分享亦不再倚賴港口和商埠了.<br />
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這會帶來怎樣的革命呢? 這會為人類的意識形態帶來怎樣的根本性的轉變呢?<br />
(人們好把北非的茉莉花革命運動稱為facebook revolution, tweeter revolution. But this is not all of it.)<br />
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最重要的是, 我應該如何自處呢? 如何調節自己的價值觀, 如何理解這個時代的精神, 如何貢獻給它, 如何改變它? And, how do I make the most of it?<br />
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我站在一個怎樣的交义點上? 應該怎樣表達這個時代的精髓? 我到底…是誰? (想起康德的 What is Enlightenment? 我們這個時代的康德又在哪裡? 他出來未?)<br />
<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-55282032592954836532012-09-19T10:24:00.000+08:002012-09-19T10:35:25.003+08:00學術真與假今早收到這樣的電郵:<br />
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沒錯, 他們居然知道新一輪的政府研究資助 (Government Research Fund) 將在月底到期, 亦當然知道, 對很多大學教員來說, GRF 等於免死金牌, 所以生出這樣的一個市場. <br />
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問題是: 這一代的學者到底同 Fundraiser 有甚麼分別呢? 誰能籌得更多錢, 誰就可以升級續約或者攞Tenure. 但是這批人真正做的祇是 Manage 一批研究助理幫他們寫研究建議甚至研究報告而已.<br />
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將全部工作外發出去, 自己變身成為項目管理人 (project manager). 像這樣的人還算在做學問麼? 古人說, 人有學問如山蘊玉, 如淵藏珠,雖不現出,而精彩自然光潤. 在今天的大學環境中, 我們是否還可以碰見具有這種氣度涵養的人呢?<br />
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學問畢竟是一生力量的蓄積涵養, 在這當中假如滲了假, 沒有了誠意, 沒有了純真, 人還可以剩下甚麼呢?willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-78178099636131363312012-09-11T19:20:00.000+08:002012-09-11T19:20:35.908+08:00為甚麼老年人未必有權投票?<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="250" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/ZoYlcjNwvBU" width="460"></iframe><br />
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我都知, 選舉是一場遊戲, 有特定的規矩. 勝負的關鍵, 有時在於民心趨向, 但更多時, 反映了參選政團是否懂得玩這個遊戲, 以及, 它是否有很雄厚的財力去取勝.<br />
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不過, 保皇黨在上面的做法, 令人反感. 我覺得, 凡香港人, 都應該予以聲討. 這種行為, 在道德意義上, 與做假報大選票數目沒有很大的分別.<br />
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如果目前的法制沒有能檢舉此行為的基礎, 那, 為了公義的緣故, 政府也應該立法增設有關的制度的.<br />
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另一個值得討論的題目是: 像上面的這些老人家, 是否有權投票? 我沒有攪過這方面的研究. 不過, 很明顯, 民主制度的投票行為, 是建基於一定的認知能力的. 這解釋了為甚麼十三四歲的小孩子沒有投票權.<br />
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我覺得, 如果十三四歲的孩子不配有投票權, 則上述的老年人亦不配擁有投票權的.<br />
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我知道, 就算年齡相若的老年人, 其認知能力的差異可以很大. (Woody Allen 76歲還在拍電影.) 有人或者會用這個理由, 反對硬性規定某一年齡的人不能投票.<br />
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不過, 其實也有很多十幾歲的孩子相當成熟和有見地的. 他們不也被法律硬性限制了其投票權利麼?<br />
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所以, 我們可以取一個(在某一年齡)多數人的表現為標準, 例如一般75歲人的認知程度去到那裡, 如果他們當中大多數的腦筋都是不甚靈光的話 (如上面的老人家), 我們有理由在法律上予以限制, 例如, 76歲或以上的人不應該擁有投票權.<br />
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我不知外國的情況怎樣, 但這是我的論證. 我覺得, 香港的政客操縱 (manipulate)不懂事的老人家投票的情況太嚴重了. 這既不公義, 亦不尊重他們, 我們應該禁絕之.<br />
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willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-73991016663772377872012-09-04T12:36:00.000+08:002012-09-04T12:40:38.341+08:00Hope期刊論文的死線逐漸逼近, 下星期開學, 要為新科備課, 又要處理行政, 還有永遠寫不完的研究建議, 不知道應該把腦袋放在那兒才好.<br />
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偏偏, 反國民教育運動進行得如火如荼. 我一天到晚追看新聞, facebook, blogs, 看著黃之鋒換衫返學, 穿皮帶. 又看他放學後穿著校服接受訪問.<br />
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人們常常都說的, 這是最壞的時代, 也是最好的時代.<br />
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學民思潮的同學讀的都是本地學校, 卻有這種識見和氣魄. 我覺得 CY和克儉都應該為此感到驕傲才對.<br />
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從來沒有這樣的, 一大群人, 老師, 學生, 家長, 盡人生的最大的努力, 甚至付出他們的健康和血淚, 祇是為了攪好某一科的教材. 以後, 也沒有人敢說香港人不關心他們的孩子和教育了.<br />
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香港以後會怎樣呢? <br />
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如果你單看那群立法會的小丑, 一個個聲稱自己才代表人民, 若果我們要旨意他們, 香港是不會有希望的.<br />
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不過, 我們的好處是, 一直以來, 為香港人發聲的往往不是高官或者尊貴的議員, 從保衛天星, 皇后碼頭, 菜園村, 以至今天的反國民教育運動, 社會的力量都是自發的, 來自民間的, 也往往包含不同階層的. 這, 才是我們可貴之處, 也是我們的希望所在.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-6640100206994089622012-08-24T10:06:00.000+08:002012-08-24T10:06:12.709+08:00不要瘋下去我不喜歡facebook, 雖然我最近也用得多了. 我也不喜歡smart phone, 雖然我知道遲早有一天我也會出一部這樣的電話.<br />
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我不喜歡自戀, 也其實不想看見別人愈趨強烈的我我我. 在那裡吃飯, 吃些甚麼, 今天上班怎樣, 目前身在甚麼地方. 通通要在 facebook 報導一次. 有人說這不是 inform. 這種行為叫 meform.<br />
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我不想看見人每十分鐘 check一次 facebook account, 就算開會, 就算同枱食飯, 你都會聽到他的電話在震, 你都會看見他不由自主地低頭掃掃掃. 他並不是不尊重你, 他已經有努力過跟你social, 但這並不代表他不會在你面前看 facebook, Whats App.<br />
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我不是在說某一個人, 我是在說幾乎所有人. 我不是在說某一個事件, 我是在說幾乎所有的聚會. 都有它的存在. 我們的時代, 已經患了集體的精神問題. 這些是Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. 其性質與強逼性洗手強逼自己檢查有無鎖好(剛鎖了的)門沒有分別.<br />
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我也許不是在說別人, 我是說自己. 昨天, 辦公室電腦的鍵盤忽然無反應, 我通知了電腦部門的同事, 然後自己安心看書, (也告訴自己終於可以安心看書). 然後去開了幾小時會, 一心以為回來後有電腦用, 誰知維修員居然沒有來, 一怒下再打電話用很強的語氣跟電腦部的同事投訴, 幹麼還未修理電腦.<br />
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自知根本沒有實事趕著完成, 我祇是不耐煩上不到網, Not Connected 居然是可以令人焦躁的一回事. 這種無必要的焦慮, 已經是一種心理問題.<br />
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另外還有妄想鈴聲, 妄想震動, 久不久以為自己的電話響過, 響了, 震了. 這是paranoid. 身上沒有電話就不安寧, 拍拍背包, 知到它的存在才感踏實.<br />
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夠了. 我不想這一代人變成這樣, 更不想下一代人變成這樣. Internet Connection 是我們的祝福, 亦是詛咒. 我們要好好地生活, 要有勇氣活在一個沒有它的世界裡.<br />
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Sources of Thought:
1. iDisorder, Larry Rosen: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/iDisorder-Understanding-Obsession-Technology-Overcoming/dp/0230117570">Amazon</a>
2. iDisorder: <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/radionational/programs/allinthemind/i-disorder---the-psychology-of-technology/4071112">All in the Mind</a>willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-82003304764739361022012-07-30T12:17:00.001+08:002012-07-30T12:19:47.849+08:00729所見所想<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">如果你問香港人愛不愛國</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我會答你</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">六四的時候一百萬人上街遊行</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">六三的當天打八號風球都有幾十萬人遊行</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">當日年輕的他們</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">到今日成家立室</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">當中很多在昨日</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">729</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">又拖著他們的下一代</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">輕裝上街</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">別以為這相隔廿多年的兩次遊行在意義上互相矛盾</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">非也</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">兩者如出一轍的是人們反對專制政治的堅持</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我不喜歡洗腦</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">所以其實我也不喜歡昨日在電視上看到的一些</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">(</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">大人教小孩</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">)</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">的政治活動</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">口號也好</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">撕毀中國模式冊子也好</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">這些幾歲的孩子其實都不知背後的意義的</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">不過以我所見</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">大多數的家長都祇是與孩子靜靜地遊行</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">沿途儘管有些人大聲唱</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Q</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">版國歌</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">(“</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">中國牛肉</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">好食</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">..”), </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他們都沒有跟著做</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">坦白說</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">作為香港人</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">在這些年</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">值得上街的事實在太多</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">不過</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">昨日的經驗是很獨特的</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">: </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">人雖然多</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">但都沒有怎麼叫口號</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">整體的氣氛反而是溫馨的</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">以三人或四人的家庭為單位</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">通常都是一兩個「大人」帶著孩子</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">,
</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">或者是很少的孩子</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">或者是帶著十歲八歲的年輕人</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">都有</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">沒有人要反中共</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">沒有人要打倒一黨專政</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">文匯報說這個遊行是反對派政黨在背後「操盤」</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我很懷疑他們這些年來到底是活在火星還是香港</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">整體而言</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我在這一年的感覺是</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">雖然我們沒有普選的自由</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">但是香港人已經懂得自己做自己的野</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">,
</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">自己守護自己的價值</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">自己出來投</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">(</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">白</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">)</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">票</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">自己掌握自己的命運</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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</div>willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-45325799584826924082012-07-21T12:37:00.001+08:002012-07-21T12:39:47.879+08:00The (Im)possibility of Moral Education<span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">1.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">讀亞里士多德的尼各馬科倫理學</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">看到有關</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Habituation</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">的部份</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他說道德教育不是一門齋講的事</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">最重要的是做</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">是人從反覆的實踐中訓練得來的技藝</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">亞里士多德不認為道德是一種書本知識</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">道德是好像建房子</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">木工</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">彈豎琴般</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">人需要透過實習才能摸索出來的能力</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我們說反對洗腦式的道德教育</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.
</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">在此</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">洗腦只是一種教育的手段</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我們當然也反對對學生灌輸虛假的國情</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">所以</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我們其實同時是在反對一些教育的手段以及一些教材</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">不過</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">如果我們要反對洗腦的活動的話</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我們也需要</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">(</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">以同樣的力度</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">)</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">反對資本主義社會對人的洗腦</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">要反對無日無之的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> SK II</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">廣告</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">反對食奶粉令細路變得聰明的廣告</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">反對地鐵鋪天蓋地的減肥廣告</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">反對電視上每</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">15</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">分鐘報導一次的財經及樓市新聞等等</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">其實</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">有甚麼利害得過資本主義社會對人的</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">(</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">扭曲及</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">)</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">洗腦呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">道德教育的最高境界</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">當然是透過刺激學生獨立和理性思考的能力</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">讓他們從這種思考中得出結論</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">並且為了成全這個目標而努力</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">理性討論或者能夠令人口服</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">但唔夠人拗</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">你是否因而也心服了</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">? – P</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;">ascal</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">說</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">就算理性上信上帝會有較大的著數</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">不代表他就會因而信上帝</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">人是否接受某一個價值</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">並不是人在一時一刻可以控制的</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">不過</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"> Pascal</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">教人</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">你要令自己信上帝</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">可以返教會</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">學人祈禱唱詩</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">久而久之</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">你會在這種沈浸裡面改變信仰</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. (</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">對</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">這與亞里士多德的看法不謀而合</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">在這一點上</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">看看我們的祖國吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他們的小學生不也天天玩萬人操</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">全部有少先隊共青團</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他們的中文書上有很多歌頌雷鋒以及其他共和國烈士的教誨</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他們天天教導學生捨己為人的道理</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我們的同胞又有幾多個學到了</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">? </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他們實際學到的是</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">有權有勢者就以權謀私</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">在海外的戶口屯積財富</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">並且把孩子放洋</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">管理海外戶口</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">所以我覺得</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">道德教育真是一種很複雜的</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;">
chemistry</span><span lang="EN-US">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">你控制不到孩子的同輩教他些甚麼</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">老師每日在課室實際在做些甚麼</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">更加控制不了社會及網絡文化加諸於孩子一些怎樣的影響</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span></div>
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Learning Outcomes</span><span lang="EN-US">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">多數做唔到</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">你強逼細路賣旗</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">最終或者只會令他們明白賣旗是一種多數無聊的活動而已</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">或者</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他們甚至會因而學識怎樣偷錢</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">怎樣穿櫃桶 (都唔定) </span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-32581727959070919202012-07-16T19:55:00.000+08:002012-07-16T19:55:58.839+08:00過去. 寧靜生命的問題是: 苦的時候, 天地好像合上了, 置你於不顧; 幸福的時候, 時間卻過得相當快, 快到你來不及細味, 而一切已成過去.<br />
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恍惚從創世之初, 一直到現在, 人都在一種蒙昧的處境裡面. (從來都)看不見自己和將來. --- 想起龍樹觀去來品的問題: 在運動中的人, 他也有跟著動麼?<br />
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怎麼說有, 說無, 都不恰當? 說有的話, 就有兩個運動的主體 (從一而衍生出二), 那不合邏輯; 說無的話, 離開了你這個主角, 縱使一切再時移世易, 又有甚麼意思?<br />
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從前讀博士的時候, 和一大群同學去Pub Crawl. 醉起來大家興高采烈, 但是奇怪地英國夏日黃昏的天空老是不肯黑沈下去, 於是遠望時只見一幢幢維多利亞時代的樓房, 背後映照著灰黑又發亮的雲彩.<br />
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世界奇幻, 我不期然對友人說:「你知道人生意義是甚麼?」「是甚麼?」「是寧靜」<br />
友人是年青聰敏的分析哲學家, 對著這些故弄玄虛的說話, 當然會執拗. 「哈哈, 我說不是寧靜, 而是嘈吵. 嘈吵才是意義.」<br />
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這些爭論當然誰也說服不了誰. 不過, 我說時是真心說的, 而友人祇是鬧著玩而已. 好些年過去了, 到了今天, 當日的情景, 仍然歷歷在目. 而我的信念也沒有變. 或者, 我當日若非大醉, 就不會感覺到天地的不動如山, 以及那種永恆的無言無語. 我自己的生活, 從那一刻到現在, 忙忙亂亂, 翻來覆去. 像王尚義說的, 從0開始, 最後, 還是回到那個0而已.willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-73895537196498907742012-06-24T06:34:00.002+08:002012-06-24T06:41:03.013+08:00媽媽. 教育<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽媽常說</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">因為小時候家中男丁多</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">所以婆婆公公沒有供她讀書</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽有四個哥哥兩個弟弟</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">另有兩個姐姐「有錢都俾的仔讀左書先」媽說</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽說她不懂游泳</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">那時如果出了甚麼事</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">她一定會浸死</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">她對我說「所以你話</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">生死係咪整定既呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">.</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">」</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽小時鄰家有甚貧窮的阿姨</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">她會在家中「偷」些蕃薯出來</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">蓋在布裡送給她</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">所以媽後來落香港</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">無落腳處</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">剛好這個阿姨也在這裡生活著</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">便收留媽暫住</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽一生人緣都很好</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">這一點我們幾個孩子學不到她半成</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽現時八十幾歲</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">每朝一群師奶跟她打六通拳</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> (</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">據說她是三十年前在石硤尾公園跟何瓊學的</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">), </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">打完拳去飲茶</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">每次同媽一起落街</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">沿途都有人跟她打招呼</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. 我們</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">現在已「見怪不怪」</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我常覺得</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">媽晚年福澤綿延</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">兒孫孝順</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">那是因為她心地好</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">氣魄好</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">人大來大去</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">無私無曲</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">而媽的這種禀性</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">很大程度與她小時候有大量賞花爬樹的空間有關</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">現在社會的虎媽模式當道</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">孩子一天到晚學琴練英文</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">孩子被奪去無所事事的寶貴光陰</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">心性得不到孕育</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">對人際溝通沒有興趣</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">人的心靈也枯竭木獨</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">. </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">這樣富饒的社會</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">反而有這麼貧乏的教育</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, </span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">真是很大的諷刺</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span lang="EN-US">. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-language: ZH-HK;"><o:p><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></o:p></span></div>willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-13599756125198569082012-06-08T11:12:00.000+08:002012-06-08T11:18:41.076+08:00救恩的代價原來柴玲信了主, 真替她感到高興. 當年的義憤填膺的學運領袖, 如今卻說要原諒李鵬鄧小平和殺人的解放軍. 柴小姐真是大量, 不枉當年港人千辛萬苦把她救到美國.<br />
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也許柴小姐也應該嘗試開解下天安門母親, 她們每年六四頂著極大政治壓力都堅持集體拜祭孩子. 或者你也可以聯絡李旺陽的家人, 他們和律師如今也失蹤了, 如果你能找到他們, 請代我向她們宣揚上帝的愛有多偉大.<br />
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耶穌教人寬恕敵人, 你就真的做到了. 但是否身為基督徒就可以寬恕人呢? 你能憑甚麼去這樣做? 當然, 對於李鵬鄧小平等人, 他們不等你寬恕, 自己也一早原諒自己了, 你又可以怎樣? 憑著上帝的大愛, 這, 又有甚麼不能呢?<br />
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我們不記仇, 是因為我們根本沒能力報仇, 還是因為我們的生活太優悠? 六四至今廿幾年, 柴女士和其他前學運領袖, 身處自由的世界, 做生意的, 讀書的, 攪基金的, 都各有發展, 身廣體胖了. <br />
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難為李旺陽等不知名的小人物, 幾十年來一直身陷囹圄, 受盡折磨, 被弄得眼盲耳聾都不肯放棄原則, 他在獄中被單獨囚在小號的時候, 不能伸腰不能坐直, 而且一困就幾個月, 我很想知道那時柴女士在美國正在做些甚麼?<br />
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俄國小說卡拉馬佐夫兄弟們, 有一幕講述土耳其貴族在古時會捉弄奴隸, 把兩母子分開, 然後脫光孩子的衣服, 在母親面前放獵犬把孩子活活咬死. 你說, 這個母親有權寬恕殺人者麼? 她可以為自己心靈的苦寬恕人. 但為孩子? 她根本無權談甚麼寬恕.<br />
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誰有權替人寬恕別人? 縱使你可以報仇雪恨, 之前的苦難仍然不能當沒有發生, 你想想, 在李旺陽嘴裡的牙齒被拔掉的時候, 他們有下過止痛藥麼? 沒有的話, 請柴小姐先靜下來體驗一下, 思考這個和諧的宇宙裡, 在神的大愛之下, 有多少人正為你的救恩付出代價. <br />
<br />willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-19190402451980926302012-06-07T09:27:00.001+08:002012-06-24T20:58:59.561+08:00李旺陽<span style="font-size: x-small;"></span><br />
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李旺陽,男,1950年出生。湖南邵陽市人。高中畢業后到邵陽玻璃廠當工人。受北京西單“民主墻”及波蘭團結工會影響,李旺陽1983年與朋友組織“邵陽市工人互助會”,當年被抓,后免于刑事處分。1989年“六四”運動時,參與組建“邵陽市工自聯”并擔任主席,發動工人游行、示威,聲援以北京為中心的民主運動,同年6月9日被捕,以“反革命宣傳、煽動罪”判刑十三年。入獄之后,李旺陽因“態度頑固”而被毒打和施加酷刑,李旺陽后來因為絕食抗議酷刑,反被獄卒強行撬掉多顆牙齒強迫進食。此后長期疾病纏身,最終導致雙眼失明,雙耳失聰,生活完全不能自理。2000年6月8日獲減刑后釋放。李旺陽出獄未到一年,即因在監獄遭到非法迫害致使完全喪失勞動能力之事向政府索賠,以維護公民合法權利。在2001年5月30日再度以莫須有的“沖擊國家機關”的罪名入獄,刑期為十年。于2011年5月29日刑滿獲釋。2012年5月,美國《2011年國別人權報告》把李旺陽列為128名中國大陸應被關注的民主維權人士。“全美中國學生學者自治聯合會”理事會在2012年的“六四”紀念活動中宣布,將2012年“自由精神獎”授予李旺陽。(轉載自<a href="http://www.hkej.com/template/forum/php/forum_details.php?blog_posts_id=86475">信報</a>. 原出處為 <a href="http://www.canyu.org/">http://www.canyu.org/</a>)</blockquote>
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已經不是公義原則的問題, 整個西方政治哲學史可以拿走, 亞里士多德說人和政府的關係是Political Friendship; 盧梭說政府的行為是人民 General Will 的共同體現; Hobbes 說沒有巨大的政府, 法治與道德, 人就會回到 State of Nature, 爾虞我詐, 朝不保夕, 互相殘殺; J. S. Mill 說社會要容納多元價值, 因為我們或者未能確切肯定真理就在你手, 又即使你的確擁有真理, 容許其他聲音的存在, 也會更能彰顯真理的莊嚴, 並使大家可以循這個真與假的對照裡面明瞭是非...<br />
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太多的問題難以理解:<br />
如果暗殺李旺陽是由中史政府主使的話, 這個政府也著實小氣了一點. 畢竟他為此已經坐了廿一年牢獄, 受苦受難. 你溫總當年不也是站在趙紫陽的身邊去探望絕食學生?<br />
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如果殺李旺陽是湖南地方政府的主意, 而中央對此不聞不問的話, 這也太令人感到不寒而慄. 地方政府是否都不管孤兒院, 不管教育, 不控制污染, 禽流感. 就祇是關心你腦袋裡有沒有想著六四, 並且居然夠瞻公開說出來?<br />
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原本, 我以為一直纏著六四不放的, 只是支聯會, 或者是泛民 或者是高登宅男, 教協, 等等. 朋友也說, 下下把六四上綱上線, 拿來質問這個那個公眾人物, 恍惚世上已沒有其他是非對錯了. <br />
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不過, 今日方知, 原來一直捏著六四不放的, 還有這個龐大的, 幾乎無所不在的, 以及一直在扮文明的國家機器.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">延伸: 六月飛霜,李旺陽死得冤枉!星期日,萬人遊行尋真相</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/#!/events/397432683640667/"><span style="font-size: x-small;">http://www.facebook.com/#!/events/397432683640667/</span></a>willsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13511522581504937498noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4117753732745943595.post-3633667044596306692012-05-31T13:47:00.001+08:002012-05-31T13:47:47.217+08:00人類野獸人活在時代裡面, 很少有能力指示時代發展的方向, 相反, 人祇是不斷地被沖刷, 淘洗. <br />
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我想, 這個世界包含著很多很多的武林. 武林是甚麼? 那裡有比較, 那裡就是武林. <br />
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從商者之間會比較彼此口袋中金幣的多少. 從事學術研究者則比較論文的產量和影響力. 連打壁球者都在每星期的比賽中嘗試超越對方. 家庭主婦們聚在一起則在暗裡比拚幸福.<br />
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人每一日的生活到底為的是甚麼?<br />
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為甚麼人類要有文明? 如果人注定要在社會中無意義地這樣把自我消磨下去, 人即使可以得到一定的秩序和安份, 卻因而失去了自己的靈魂. 這值得麼?<br />
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我在想, 如果老老實實從動物的角度看自己的存在, 我的問題不過是: 作為一頭野獸, 我們可以怎樣好好地活下去呢?<br />
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一頭有靈魂的野獸, 應該怎樣生活呢?<br />
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